Sorry Mom

Who needs me?
I'm so hot, sweaty, disgusted.
I'm sorry, please DON'T.
Leave me alone!
I hate you!
I'm so stuffy, I'm dying.
My sweaty hands are wiping my face.
I'm getting worse,
Maybe I deserve it?
Fydaeltae I'm ashamed,
For it.
She doesn't want to stay with me.
She's going to kill me.
I'm going to die.
I understand nothing,
I don't want to become
Such.
Shameless creature,
Alcoholic,
Drug Addict,
I am ashamed.
She disfigures me,
I am ashamed.
I'm not normal!