Sono il suo schiavo !

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I am. Always have been your slave . I was craving a tiny bit of your attention to spare . I was ready to cut off my ear so you would just be amused . And now here I am , sitting as a fool on the hill , staring at the empty screen and I carry a humongous hole in the place of my former heart.

My precious . My curse . Beloved .

I guess I am not a man for you . Look who is next to you today . Conceited jerk . He dares ! He dares...... caress your hair ? I would have killed only to inhale the air around you .
The temptation to touch you . Unbearable . The blessed torture of wincing from the pain of seeing you .
Why have you never laughed around me ? I have tried so hard to be a clown , best fucking friend , pretending that you are just somebody I know .
I was frightened to get too close to you - not to hurt . You were so fragile and vulnerable - only I knew .

I was your slave .

Ciao .


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Парное, с мёдом липовым,
Нашепченно - волшебное ,
Чтоб я была красивою ,
И вечно молодой...

Ошпарило - проклятое,
Так странно не горячее ,
Поднялось пеной чёрною
И назвало каргой .

Когда в коленях дрожь - о нет .
Когда мне прикоснуться бы .
И стать любимой наяву -
Забудь забудь забудь

Уснуть не с кошкой - никогда.
Быть наяву - обласканной ?
Реально - зацелованной ?
Холодная вода.

Я дую дую на воду
Ты дуешь дуешь на воду
Боюсь не верю но хочу
Не говори мне ДА .